Sevyn Fanos-Mendez

Well I'm five months pregnant now and things are going good. We just found out the sex of the baby!!!! I'm having a baby Boy... I'm so excited.. !!! The world needs to watch out he is so hansome..lol... I love him so much. Don't even ask about me and the father becuase that is way to much drama... Guys are such jerks. However he gave me the best gift ever.

Almost three Months now

So I'm almost three months along in this pregancy...so far none of my cloths fit and I'm HUNGRY all the time....School just started up again and to my surprise I have four classes with Matt so much for ignoring him..lol I just want to move on with my life...I know he is the father of my baby but that is all he is... We have nothing left at this point... He other things going on so he can deal with that.... I'm so excited to hear my babys heart beat next week... I'm going to cry...I know it.... So the name of the baby is SEVYN Angel (Angelo) LEE MENDEZ its either way boy or girl .... I Can't wait to be a mother... My gram is helping me so much and I'm so blessed. I love my life... Now I just need to finish school....I LOVE YOU SEVYN...!!!!!!!!!!BAby is due 4/2/2010

Surprise

On 8/1/09 I found out I was pregnant!!!!!!!!!!! OMG is right. I'm excited nervious and worried that my baby won't have a father. Matt reacted like shit and really hurt me I told him to leave me.....So i'm a single mother now...I'm not worried by child will have everything and will be very loved...!!!!!!!!!!! I already love you baby

Reality CHECK

So yesturday I found out that my sister is moving into an apartment and my family is really going to help her and give her a bunch on stuff. I got so heated because I feel like everyone gives her everything. I Work so much and never get the breaks she does.... Well I really had to get a reality check.... I don't need to feel that way . >>I work really hard for what i have and that is pay off enough..... Dang I"M a BRAT

Working OuT

So I have been working and today Kelli and I tried a new work out........IT was rough.... I really want to start dancing again.... I need to get my sechdule worked out. ... I love to work out but dancing is my pastion........I really need to get back into shape.....

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Failed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG I failed the test.... I just thank GOd for the job I have and when it is my time I will work in the court. I felt hella dumb not passing the written but they had fractions on there and I SUCK at Math....DAMN.................

TESTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO I applied for the Judical Clerk position and I have testing for it today. I"M crazy nervious.... I think I will be okay but I want to do good. I'm contimplating what I should do if I am choosen for the job. Should I stay at UOP because they work with my sechdule.....but the Judical clerk is where I want my carrier to be. I want to be a judge.... So WHat To Do. We shall see

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Long time

So summer school is over now and I have got some new things in the works for me!!! I'm in the middle of updating my blog and catching up with life. I applied for a job as a judical clerk and I have testing tomorrow.... OMG I'm nervious..... I will have a new picture up soon just trying to start over.... Check me out on Facebook.... Just got one....I look really good on there...lol.... I'm crazy busy still juggling two jobs and school but I love my life. I haven't fought with Matt in awhile so that is good. Ryder is still being bad in school.... Jayla is starting to be a diva. Man this is hard being a step mom to two toddlers.....I love it though....They are my angels......My sister is still pregnant but don't really talk to her....I guess we just don't have anything in common.... Oh yeah crazy day .........I got my hair done and it came out organe instead of red.......no good have to redo.... My winsheild wiper wasn't working and it was raining like crazy.....I thought I was going to DIE>.....Thank GOD I'm here....I try to do that everyday but I'm human.... MY 24 Birthday is coming up wonder what we'll do ............I want to do something though................Oh great...I have to go not enough time in the day....LOVE Yall.................

Stressed out

So I'm so stressed out right now. I have alot going on with Summer School, paying bills off becoming a new Aunty, helping out and Working two jobs. I need to relax but I don't have the time. When I'm not doing all those things I'm struggling with some issues I just can't shack. I'm trying really hard to figure out my life and the people who are in it. Right now I have been off and on with this guy...(MatT) he is really great and really horriable at the same time. Sometimes he treats me like crap and then wonderful. I don't know what we are anymore. I know I have love for him but I''m tired of all the shit. He has puet me through the ringer.........The hardest part of leaving this alone is that he has two beautiful children...that I have been around since one was one and one was in the belly...Now don't judge but they were not together when we met...SO he says....I want a more and I'm trying to make it work but its just to much for me now..................AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW I just don't know what to do...............

Where to start

So I have been thinking about where to start..... How to convey my story..........there has been so much that I need to let out in order to start my new life. Any Ideas? ......
Well I'll start with saying that my life has been crazy up to this point.......

Zumba

OMG...I took a zumba class yesturday..............It was AMAZing.....Props to Vanessa the teacher she is truly the best in Arizona. I'm trying to losse 15-20 lbs for......It will be rough since I love food alot....lol... I'm at my thinest but I want to be a little smaller.... Damn being a chick is tough. This picture I took so that I would motivate myself to tan.... I'm the only mexican that is this white...lol...GLOWING.... Well I'll up date soon... TUNE in CUZ my Story IS one to LISTEN TO.....

Finding out

My name is Monique and my life has taken some exciting new turns. I'm a 24 year old young women trying to find her way. I'm a studnet, work full time and have a part time job. My little sister and her Boyfriend Darryl just moved to AZ to start a new life to. Hey you never know we might be roomates. I'm excited to have my sister here with me.... I will have pictures up soon of all the progress.